All I want is to have some peace to practice my ToK. It is not long, it is only five minutes. I like to practice in peace, so that nobody asks me questions and I have silence to figure it out. I do not need you bitching at me simply because I want peace. I tell you I'll call you when I'm done; you storm away and tell me not to bother. Fuck you. FUCK YOU. I'm not trying to make you unhappy. Your unhappiness affects me. I want peace, five fucking minutes, that's all. Fuck you for making me feel guilty, fuck you for making me feel useless and insecure. I am not being unreasonable in asking you to wait; this is my room. Mine, not yours, so just WAIT. I hate you for making me feel like I always need to please you; fuck you for making me cry. Fuck me for being weak.